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[All the best for your new child!]

Rather than do a full article, which, as you'll see from the next sentence, would be exceptionally depressing, I'll just do a comment.

The period when I have stopped writing are always and intimately linked with my periodic bouts of extremely bad depression, from which I have suffered since my early adolescence. Depression is possibly the wrong word. It's more like 'enervated', or 'total lack of enthusiasm for anything which under normal circumstances gives me pleasure'.

It is exactly the same with reading. That may be the worst part of true depression. When I am simply not capable of even reading. My brain doesn't want to do it.

At other times, it's ok, and in fact, this yo-yo-ing can be very productive. An image I would use is of a bow being slowly strung back. One starts to feel the tension growing until one lets loose.

Perhaps my being an Aquarius with a Sagittarius ascendent has something to do with all this.

And I would love to do more sparks/prompts, but I am at the mercy of my inner workings. I have, however, at the very least, learned not to stress myself out about not writing. 'This too shall pass' and all that. Because I know there will come a time when I am able to write something again, and that whatever it turns out to be, it will be good.

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